Sept 5

Today is yet another day that I am being completely ignored.  Amazing on the days that he doesn't want something from me, he is no where to be seen or could care less what I am doing. But let it be on a day that he is wanting me to "take care" of him, like Friday, he was all day with the "sweetie" and "baby" and all over me.  I dont know what is worse...being completely ignored like I don't exist or to be treated nicely and knowing it is phony.